This DAMN THING IS CURSED!!!

Just lost everything again! Dammit! I am starting to believe that this project is cursed! I have been trying to finish it for the last 6 MONTHS!!! Every time I come close, something gets in the way! I don't understand it and I don't know if I want to understand it. I just want to finish it!

Note: DO NOT PURCHASE MAXTOR ONETOUCH II 300GB HARD DRIVES. THEY ARE JUNK. I JUST PURCHASED ONE AND IT DIDN'T EVEN LAST A FULL WEEK BEFORE IT CRASHED ON ME...WITH THE ENTIRE RULE OF STEEL PROJECT ON IT.

And since I have just purchased a new 17" Powerbook, I was in the process of moving all of my backup files over from the hard drive...and it crashed!

I can't wait to get started again! This will be the fourth time I will be starting on this edit from scratch! It should be one hell of a video by the time I'm done with it. Please don't give up on me...

I just want a giant teddy bear right now that I can rip apart!

Randy